Thursday, March 26, 2009
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It's been a horrible past two days.
So much had happened... And changed.
Got to prepare for class in two hours later, didn't sleep well for these few days.
Just when my mood is getting the better of me, Jovin can't make it to class today and tomorrow.. She's going to Genting with her boyfriend plus a few friends.
Will be all alone.
Okay, cut the drama.
Won't be alone, because I'm already friends with most of my other classmates and they are superb.. Helpful and friendly.
But it's just isn't the same la because I can't pour out my woes to Jovin.
Haven't been in this kind of mood for a long time, because I seldom let anything affect me.
Gonna dread these coming two days.. Arghh !
I haven't had a good fulfilling sleep for so long, had been waking up so early every single day for this whole week already...
If it's not class, it's work, and lately I'd always been stuck with the morning shift at work.
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It always takes two hands to clap so two people are usually at fault when a problem arises in a relationship..
Or in some cases it's just one-sided.. But rarely.
I'm beginning to doubt myself..
Was I wrong all the while?
I've come to realize that all along I'd been taking a lot for granted.
And ''a lot'' is an understatement.
Recently I'd seen many couples, some who have been together for a long long time,
breaking up or on the verge of breaking up.
It saddens me and I really find it such a pity that sometimes feelings just fade just because you've been together for ''too long''.
( I'm not implying anyone here, and definitely not implying myself. )
There must be a reason, a special something that attracted two people to each other in the first place,
and the same chemistry that had kept the relationship going.
So where has that special something gone to?
To all my friends, if you are one of them, try not to put the relationship to waste else there will somehow be regrets in the near future.
Find back that piece of ''special something'',
and then hold it tightly with both hands so that it never leaves.
*Spread the love, because life goes on.
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I'm wondering..
How would you feel,
and what would you do,
if someone actually gave up on you?
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Friday, March 20, 2009
''Dressed to kill''
Just love the term ''dressed to kill'', don't you?
How I wish I am dressed to kill now.
But I guess it's gonna be another stay-home friday night.. Though I'd had lots of friends asking me out tonight.....
Better get used to it; working morning shift tomorrow >.<
Anyway, I'm quite lazy to go out too, been quite contented exploring all the facebook games (:
It's just that it'd been ages since i last dolled myself up and wore a killer dress............
And not to mention there's this sickass bitch who's apparently so red in the eye that she's SO afraid of me going out with her and IT TOTALLY MAKES ME SICK!
I feel that she isn't that person I used to know.. Sadly, but well, what can I do?
This is the downside of beauty, of being able to do better than others.
I don't have any time at all to entertain her or her insecure thoughts.
If she wants to behave in this way, so be it. I can live as well without a friend less.. I have lots others who love me the way I am and I know i deserve it.
And a ''friend'' like this too.
Because lessons like these have taught me that friendships mostly exist simply because of the need for humans to make use of one another.
And being realistic, isn't that so true?
But of course, I would like to highlight the point that true pure friendships DO exist.. The precious moments kind.. And I cherish my friends <=
Anyway, more pictures to be uploaded taken today during class + lunch.. But later. Cos I'm feeling so lazy now :)
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11:08 PM]
nicoxinyi
@blogspot.com
Some pics taken at a korean restaurant where Jovin and I lunched at last friday @ Mohammed Sultan. Impressive decor but disappointing food.
His blur face.
Busy street filled with condominiums.
Once again, self-obsessed.
Just having a little fun making silly faces and being the self-obsessed lunatic that I am..
While darling helps me to wash and hang my clothes.. Thanks !
A big round of applause for his hard work..
And finally! Revenge is SWEET (:
WTF ?!?!?!?!
This looks gross.. It's my hair.
He's so tall and I'm............ taller.
I surrender! Time for bed, I'm e.x.h.a.u.s.t.e.d -.-
The day @ Sakae Sushi CWP with my mum, bro, sis, dad, dad's son and me.
Playing with the cam on the way home from work.
December 2008
Designer : %BLUE.pink-
I'm just one of the gazillions in this big, big world named NICO a.k.a XINYI who loves her family, friends, loved ones and LIFE the way it is and who arrived in this world on 