Feeling awake, but groggy. Slept for more than 13 hours. Woke up in the evening, then back to sleep again in the midnight. Wide awake here 2 hours later.
Missed class today, had a fever. Body temperature was freaking hot just now, still slightly feverish now after taking medicine.
Having class again tomorrow, theory. Smsed my tutor Helen just now to ask about tomorrow's lesson and she said ''When one of you don't come, the other doesn't too. Don't stay together in a pair and learn to socialise with others.'' She said this because Jovin and I always stick to each other and when I missed class today, she did the same too. Well it's not like we aren't socialising anyway, we've already started talking to our classmates, greeting when we see each other etc.. It's not like we are anti-social. Whatever.
So I'm going to class tomorrow. That is, if I don't start to get a high fever in the midde of the night like how I always do. After class??.......

WHY DOES TIME FLY SO QUICKLY??????

Yesterday I saw an arrongant bitch. Hahaha... Not naming names :) But she isn't a friend of mine, that's all I can say.

Worked at Isetan, started late at 3.40pm. Slept all the way til 2pm, but woke up feeling like a zombie, despite my 2 cups of strong coffee. Starved myself loh! Poor, poor me. Because I went to work later than usual, I did not go for my lunch break.

Then went for supper. After much hesistation decided to order the pig's stomach soup. What the heck, think everything's going against me yesterday.. Waited a freaking 20 minutes just for that precious pig's stomach soup!! I WILL NEVER, EVER, GO BACK TO THAT STORE ANYMORE!!!! Hahahahaha, what a bitch I am. I just loveeeeee complaining. :) Typical Singaporean.

Morning shift today la, still blogging here without even bathing. Eeeee... I stink.... As if loh. =) But why ah, everytime when it's close to midnight I feel the adrenaline rush.......... I feel the energy and I never want to sleep early. Luckily for Lancome's anti dark-circle eye cream if not I'll look like the soon to be extinct panda. -.-

3.54am and I'm still not sleeping. I'm such a night owl. Work yesterday at Bugis, promotion going on. Only knew about the promo when I reached and I was quite late for work. :( Damn, my sales was really bad. Had an individual target of $1000 but only hit 10%. Kept attending to customers, but just wasn't my day loh. Either customers would tell me they'll consider the purchase after attending to them for 15 minutes, or items would be out of stock. Sighs. Had quite a long day at work because even though there was a promotion going on, there were barely any customers. Couldn't stop counting the minutes/hours til work ended.
Supper at Upper Thomson: roti prata~ Actually supposed to be my off day today, but still gotta work. Last minute schedule. But it's fine with me, because I'll be at Isetan Scotts. Really like it there now. Will be claiming hour though, going to work 2 hours later.
Met up with Ferlyn for a short while to chit-chat just now. Came back tired and half-sleepy but reluctant to go to sleep now. I'm all energy. :)
It's gonna be a long week. Hmm wonder what plans Jovin has for Friday? =p
*Happy birthday Shirley :)

Valentines' Day 2009: Had buffet for relatives at home. Started at 5pm and ended at 11pm. My house was packed! Think there were around 60 people or so? Saw many people that I haven't seen for a long long time, like Siew Choo Aunty and Xinyu. Funny when we were young we could quarrel over the smallest things and when we're all grown up we tend to automatically forget our past feuds when we meet again. But was a little disappointed when Bao Ping said that she couldn't make it, she had to bring baby to pray their ancestors. By 9pm, I was already cooping myself up in my room, using the laptop while drinking red wine in a can. The name of the drink is ''Billy Goat'' but it contains Merlot, the red wine that is quite famous and tastes okay.
Went out at 12 plus. Had a fun night. But it ended in a totally fucked up mess.
Hai. Feeling so horrible today. Damn, damn, damn.
Slept all the way at home and only woke up at 8 pm. I hate waking up during nighttime. Firstly, I'll be unable to sleep later on, and I hate the gloomy feeling you get when you wake up in darkness. And when you start to feel more awake later, after your post-sleep tiredness, everyone starts to go to sleep so you're left all alone with the computer. Sis and I are the only night-owls in the house; and she has school tomorrow so it's just me alone later on.
I used to dislike Sundays during my childhood. Back when Dad still lived with us. Nobody knows this because I've never ever mentioned it. Sundays to me are filled with gloom. It's always a lazy Sunday for our family. Mum would not cook on Sunday, so we would just order takeaways. And then I'd feel that instead of bustling with activity, our house was just filled with quietness and gloom. And I'll really hate it when the sun started to set, because that'll mean darkness. Sunday to me was always brighter in the day than other days, and darker in the night than other nights. And not to mention that Sunday always meant that Monday was approaching, time for school.
Really don't know what lies in store for me but I really hope things will go well for me. Just want a simple peaceful life and a simple stable relationship.

Today is Valentines' Day, 3.42 am now. Had a really really great day yesterday.

Felt so tired just now, because I've been waking up super early continuously for these few days. Work, class, work, class. But I'm not complaining. I love life being hectic the way it is now. At least I know I'm not idling around and that I'm starting to accomplish things in my life.

Class today, then went to Taka with the lovable Jovin today. :) Really beginning to like her a lot. Think we've known each other for close to a year already.. We didn't really open up to each other that much as compared to now initially. Think it's because the both of us are well aware of the fact that there are many two-faced bitches out there. I admit, I'm a bitch too. =) But at least I'm a straight-talking bitch, unlike those many out there who wear a mask over their faces, thick as concrete. They act so chummy with you, but keep back-stabbing you with a sharp knife behind your back. Seriously I don't really understand why the hell they are acting like this, but I conclude that it's jealousy that leads to the hatred. Frankly speaking, if you don't like a person why even bother going to all that trouble and be that kind of person that everyone will come to hate? For me, if I don't like a person, it will show well on my face. And personally I think people like you more if you're straightforward. Like the stupid bitch who accused Jovin of being a scammer on her blogshop.. I've never seen anyone resort to this kind of tricks for a long, long time. Thought stuff like this only happens in secondary school? Maybe that person has too much free time and has nothing better to do. Grow up la. And Jovin is 100% NOT a scammer, I can vouch for it. She has practically got a heart of gold loh. I feel that I've found another friend worthy of my friendship, another person whom I know I can trust.

Reason for going to Taka was actually because we wanted to buy notebooks for our lecture notes; those nice, thin, A5 size ones. But I didn't even see any loh.. Why is it so hard to find nowadays? And also because I had a $120 Taka voucher; $100 from Yingyong that he got from buying LCD tv with HDMI. $20 voucher was from my brother because of his good performance in school. Hahaha.. So shiok loh! Bought a Clinique dramatically different moisturiser set, and a Lancome SPF50 sunblock.

So damn love Lancome products now! Not raving about it because I'm working there, but because it's really, really good. Love the whitening range especially, I could really see results in a week, maximum. When I did my pratical lesson on Thursday, my skin didn't really have any difference after removing my makeup. At first I was quite self-conscious of my skin because we had to have our skin cleansed, totally stripped bare of makeup with my whole class. Instead of the lobster-red skin that I used to have during my pratical lessons a few months ago, my complexion was much better this time round after cleansing. Even skin tone plus no redness.. Yay!

Here are some pointers deprived from my personal opinions and experiences:
Lancome sunblock- even up skin tone, gives a really nice radiance til you can even go without makeup after applying. Not to mention blocking the harmful sun rays and aids in the whitening process, which is what I want to achieve.
Lancome blanc expert day, night cream, moisturiser- Personally I feel that the creams are better. Not too oily, and you can see results faster. Able to achieve that translucent skin.
Lancome Maquicake Infinite/ Moist (two-way cake) -doesn't have thick coverage, just nice and fits like a second skin and is not cakey. But what I don't like is that it cracks easily so you may just want to just bring a small sample size one when you go out. If not you'll end up like me. Throwing the cracked pieces into the basin and causing the pipes to clog.

Jovin and I were fretting over what to buy for our boyfriends; it seemed like there was nothing suitable for them... And then I came across the Precious Moments counter! Tell you a secret, Yingyong loves Precious Moments! Haha :) Proceeded to buy couple cups and a small memo pad from there, wrapped beautifully with Precious Moments wrapping paper..... He loved it, I think. Told me that this was the first Valentines' Day gift that he'd ever received in his whole life, and I could see that he really cherished it... Because he didn't want to use both of it and kept the wrapping paper too. So now it's on display on the shelf in his room.

Bought black shorts also, and hair accessories that are real damn cute. Tired now, so shall upload the pics another day. Actually was planning to go k box or whatever with Jovin, but when I reached home was too lazy liao. Sorry Jovin, got chance one ok. =) I really feel lucky to have friends like mine. :)

~Happy Valentines' Day :)

Lalalala~ Time to blog again.
Don't know what the hell I was blogging about in my previous post.
Sometimes, as I blog, I have the ''feel'' and then I just blog nonsense and when I read back I'm really amazed by the level of bullshit I'd wrote.
Back from work, morning shift today at Isetan Scotts.
Damn, I overslept, almost couldn't make it in time.
Set my alarm at 7.30am but didn't hear it go off; only awoke in the middle of a dream at 8.30am.
Still could get makeup and hair done by 9am; am I a pro or what? :)
But still late lah. Even if it was just 5 freaking minutes.
Skipped lunch, starved myself just to leave an hour early.
Then gorged myself with western food, full til now!
Appetite's been very, very poor.
Class tomorrow, sian cos it's practical.
Gotta take a cab to and fro, no choice cos of my 2 big bags!
Gotta remove makeup also, heh heh.. Wonder how some of my classmates look bare-faced?
K lah, gonna take my bath, procrastinated for few hours liao.
Shall blog again later!

9th February 2009. A day in the calendar year. Some had it ordinary, some had it exhilarating, some had it bad and some had it good. Whatever it is, we are all the same. We are humans, bounded by the same fixed cycle of live, ageing and death. If you had a good day, remember it and let it live as long as you can in your mind. If you had a bad one, always know that there is someone out there who had it worse than you.Come 9th of February where time waits for no one, know tat as it passes by, so too does the pain decreases. Its already the 10th.
Went to Panasonic centre today, collected the $100 Taka voucher. Yay! Now what to spend on?... This question gets me thinking.
In case you are wondering, my life is not as carefree as how I inject my image in my blog. There are times when I worry, but overall I will not ever swap my life with another, simply because it's been a great one.
I guess a big part of why I'm loving and embracing life is because I love myself; which many people don't, sadly. Shall not name anyone here.
As I move on gradually with each passing day, I see someone still remaining stagnant. Not because he can't move on, but because he chooses to. He stays at the point of time because he can't accept reality, and instead cling on to the last remaining period of time where his loved one has left a footprint behind. Just one footprint. And yet he is still hanging on. I really, really admire him for that. And that he'll try all ways and means to get back that something he deems his. But my dear, sometimes it isn't about forcing. Sometimes, the most beautiful result would be achieved by doing something because you love doing it.
She was a person who couldn't be forced doing something. The more he did, the more she retaliated. And sometimes, her reluctance to do so doubled up when he kept pestering her to.
She did not wish to end things on a sad note but really, if he'd really understood her he wouldn't have done things his way. He was just pushing her away further. If he'd listened to her maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way. Maybe.................
All the best to him.

*Sometimes it makes my day just to see you smile.

Aphrodite: meaning Goddess of love, beauty, and sexual rapture in Greek mythology.
One of the beautiful goddesses in ancient times.lovable and kind...sexy,sexy,sexy!

Heh heh. Bored til do this quiz on fb. Actually my day wasn't boring lah; it isn't at all nowadays. Just very into quizzes like this even though I know the results are predictable.
Anyway, bought the book Yakuza Moon by Shoko Tendo. Bought it this evening and already read half the book. It's a great read, saw it on a magazine review once, but I can say that the book is slightly predictable and boring. Men, sex, drugs, fast cars, nightlife, violence, the underworld, overnight parties, detention facilities.. Most of modern Singaporean teenagers have already experienced all these.... Right?
Actually wanted to buy the book Bangkok Daze that I saw at Borders recently but couldn't find at Popular. It's about Bangkok's, China's, Vietnam's red-light districts. Love to read up on these non-fiction stories.
Accompanied Yingyong to buy his 32 inch LCD tv today. Wow I got a $100 Taka voucher too loh!! :) Heh heh heh...

It's really amazing when a kind of food that you'd never taken a second glance at in your entire life, and never really liked, suddenly becomes so appealing to you.
The power of hunger.
Yesh, I'm that hungry. And bored.
So, blogging while waiting to go out to eat.
Sudden impulse to go dig out all the CNY goodies and stuff in my mouth.
Okay... Time to diversify my thoughts; no point thinking about my empty stomach.
It's 4.36pm on a very boring Sunday.
Am actually supposed to go to Bao Ping's house for her baby girl's one month shower, but.... erm...
Anyway, she's holding another one next week, so I'll go to the next week one lah.
Even though I really really wish to see (and pinch =p Joking! ) her baby girl but I'm also feeling incredibly lazy.
Seeing most of my friends becoming mothers already, I do wonder when it'll be my turn.
Hopefully not so soon.
However cute and tempting a baby might be, I do have to consider many factors.
Like the fact that I'm still taking my beauty dip.
Like the fact that I still have not stabilised my career.
Like the fact that I have not partied enough.
Like the fact that I'm still a spoiled girl.
Enough?
I love babies; it's an understatement,
but I do know that a crying infant with stinky nappies will really ruin my plans for the future.
I'M SO FRICKINGLY HUNGRY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
RRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN EAT A WHOLE COW!!!!!!!!
Yes, I know. I'm insane already.
-.-

Time to blog again. Blog when I'm bored, when I'm happy, when I'm unhappy, when I'm frustrated, grumpy, angry............... Whatever.
The thrill of blog-shopping returns once again. Just when I thought I'd outgrown that phase. Damn love it because of the convenience and the prices. The things online are freakingly cheap, and it never ceases to amaze me of the things I can find online. I'm surprised at the blogskins they can come out with, how they make their blogs so appealing, and the fact that most blog owners are just between 14-20 years of age.
*Fucking hate it when I'm broke.

Anyway, dozed off in class today; was too tired. But for a short while only, awakened by Helen's loud voice. Jovin and I were like half-zombies today, the both of us were too tired to think; we just zonked out in class. We couldn't wait for class to end. At least I had a few mere hours of sleep, she did not sleep at all. She was busy doing her new blogshop, selling bras online. Damn chio loh, worth a second (or third) look. Or more.
http://www.inneraffair.blogspot.com/

Kept complaining that I'm tired, tired, but didn't sleep when I could. As expected. Was busy browsing and searching for different blogshops instead. Found a few which I really liked. Ordered a dress already, want to place an order for another one, but..........

Back to reality, back to life. Hope I shall not have another sleepless night again. Been sleeping like fuck for the past few days. Less than 6 hours combined in 3 days. Fucking tired.

Currently re-planning my career path.. Quit Lancome and join Chanel or Anna Sui? Or back to doing game-shows and take up car shows too? Someone even suggested I join the FHM girl next door competition.... Ha.ha.ha

It's 11.40pm now, and I'm having class tomorrow.. But it's the time of the day that I'm starting to feel less lethargic and very, very energetic.
Die lah, how to sleep?
Been like this for these few days, feeling half-dead from the time I wake up and then as it gets closer to midnight, my eyes are getting bigger and bigger and I'm hyper-active. Friends who know me know that I can be super hyper one, sometimes too much for you guys=) Think is because of those late nights recently, gotta adjust my body clock to normal liao.

Anyway, I seem to be floating through life. Sometimes I feel like I'm just floating above, watching things happen, watching everyone, watching myself. I cannot continue like this. There's so much stuff waiting for me.. Studying, planning for my future, saving money, getting my car license...etc. Somehow I don't seem to have accomplished anything.. And it's a load on my chest. I ask myself sometimes, what exactly am I getting out of life, and somehow I'm always unable to come up with the answers. My biggest worry is that I'll fall back on my studies so dear friends please help me out............. I need motivation! Nag at me if you want, I give you permission:)

Luckily I have a blog. Though I write stupid things at times, it lets me reflect on my actions and achievements. Know when sometimes before you do something someone will remind you of the bad points and you'll feel thankful when you think back about it.. And sometimes you just need to vent out all your frustrations and tell your unspoken heartfelt words to someone? If this blog could talk, it could be one of my good friends already :)

Speaking of which, Bao Ping has given birth to a very hairy baby girl~ Gonna go to her baby shower either this week or next.. Counting the days to seeing her and her cute girl =) And friends do go to http://www.royalshoppingpalace.blogspot.com/ to view their cute items, very reasonably priced too!

Very, very exhausted. Slightly sick too. Missed class today, had a horrible headache when I woke up, so back to sleep even though I dozed off at 9 plus yesterday. Slept like a log til 4pm, didn't even hear a sound when 2 malay guys attempted to steal our bicycle, which was just chained to the window outside of my room. Unsuccessfully too, I might add; because the neighbour saw them and they fled immediately.
Still having a fucking headache =(
Something happened at home yesterday that freaked us all out. I saw ''dirty things'' for the first time in 20 years. Can't see already now, hopefully lah.. So far so good.
Feeling extremely grumpy and bitchy now.
Re-read my previous post, that was really bitchy........ With a capital B. Well they deserved it.

I really don't get it...Why is it that the thickness of skin of some people are so much more than that of an average person's? Take for example, this friend of mine named Eric.......... He is so damn fucking irritating! I thought it was rude not to reply to all of his smses and maybe just reply once in a while but noooo, it made him chase after me more. So I'd decided to stop smsing him, answering his calls and ignoring him on msn. Isn't the message I want to convey clear enough- Pls fuck off, or should I spell it out to his face? Fucking irritating bastard with an enormous ego. The sight of his msn pic already disgusts me; he isn't ugly, he's in fact, average looking but it's his character that totally turns me off. Once I have a bad impression of you, that's it. Even has the cheek to say I bo xim.. This guy really really has A LOT of self-confidence and overestimates himself. Seriously I don't even care whether he'll be reading this or not, a small part of me wants him to read this post that is specially dedicated to him. Because even though I've tried all ways and means, he still seems to want to follow me around like an obedient puppy, to be at my beck and call.. Only, he isn't even a tenth if the puppy's cuteness and the problem is, I don't want him to. If I'm irritated with you, even the smallest things about you can disgust me so much already. And even if I'm not attached, I wouldn't even bother to consider him. At all.
The other girl- Adelene. My good friend in sec school; we were a group of 4 girls... Til she revealed her true colours. All I can say is, she had done many things that really stunned us, and she was very, very slutty. Looking back, I don't even bother to even care what exactly made us fall out, because I don't wish to waste my time on trivial matters, simply because I have better things to do. I can bear grudges for my whole life, but I can forgive and forget too. I guess everyone can; it just takes time. But this stupid bitch keeps bombarding my mobile now... Helloo? It's obvious enough right Adelene, that I find you really, really irritating.
To these 2 people, I really hope you'll be able to read this post because I think the both of you really need a slap on your thick faces to jolt you back to reality.. Please accept the fact that you are not as angelic as you think you are, especially when you act cute and talk in that NAUSEATING high-pitched shriek of yours, I really feel like puking- even just that 'hello' of Adelene's.. Even though I didn't save her number I could recognised her headless chicken voice. I don't want to see you guys really getting hurt; so please fuck off. If not, things will get ugly when I've reached my limit for tolerance. Reason is simple, if you hadn't done me wrong in the first place, esp for Adelene, I wouldn;t be treating you this way now. You are the one who asked for it. Things that are done cannot, and won't ever be reversed.
Ahhhh...... Feel so wonderful venting about these matters at last, took MC today because I really felt very sick since last night.. Giddiness and headache. =(
By the way, I managed to sleep only at 8.30am this morning......................... And then was woken up by a shrieking handphone after half an hour, which means 9am. I'm surprised I can even last this long without napping.

P.S: Adelene and Eric, why don't you guys exchange numbers on my tagboard? I think you 2 will be great together.

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